I'm not sadic

Who wouldn't want to live
anywhere after being here?
I don't want, this is my place
I should have always been here.
I have no one to hurt,
but I'm sure soon I'll have... and I won't let her go.

I'll first cut her spirit,
I'll burn her soul later,
after that I'll kiss her wounds
and then, I'll start again.

'Cause I don't have any bounds
with anybody from the real world,
I'll take the girl I love
to my heart and won't let her go.

She'll scream (of course she'll do)
She'll cry (it will turn me on)
She'll beg (I won't hear her words)
She'll die, I won't cry that wound.
I'm self-destructive
I'm hurting myself
killing the girl I love
I won't forget her

'Cause I don't have any bounds
with anybody from the real world,
I'll take the girl I love
to my heart and won't let her go,
the girl I love... I won't let her go...

(Estaba cabreado con el mundo en general y con una persona en particular cuando la compuse).